"And you had certainly wished for death before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it while you are looking [at it]" toward
﴿وَلَقَدْ كُنْتُمْ تَمَنَّوْنَ الْمَوْتَ مِنْ قَبْلِ أَنْ تَلْقَوْهُ فَقَدْ رَأَيْتُمُوهُ وَأَنْتُم تنْظرُون﴾ إِلَى